SET FIRE TO RAIN

In the deep dark night, 
Woke up with deadly sight,
Eyes pained and tears couldn't stop. 
It wasn't my misery, it was anxiety. 
What was I feeling? 
Couldn't even look at the ceiling. 
My mind burning hell.
How did I come so far? 
Lost all the light found. 
Black and White all around. 
Overwhelmed so easily,
Tied by my mind. 
All sounds seem loud. 
Since stepping in the crowd,
Make me sensible now. 
My mind burning hell 
How did I come so far? 
This mind becomes no longer mine,
I creep down in my shrine. 
Like a light overheating, 
I need to turn off myself.
My headspace, 
And brain a warzone. 
I get exhausted easily, 
My words only help me. 
Like a cup of tea on the stove, 
I feel I am overheating. 
My mind burning hell, 
Maybe in a dream so far, 
I have set fire to my rain. 


A little piece, I needed to describe how some of my midnight sleep wakes me up all of a sudden and anxiety creeps in me. I cannot look into the light, my ears pain when I hear any sound and panic rushes in me, making me a powerless maniac. Like a bulb overheating, I feel the same pain. I feel myself lost in the crowd, or maybe that's just a part of a bad dream I was thinking about. 

 ~Samarth Sarin

Comments

  1. AnaghaSeptember 9, 2020 at 6:47 AM

    Its really hard to put feelings like anxiety into words. Good job, man !

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  2. DevanshuSeptember 9, 2020 at 7:06 AM

    Nyybrdr

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  3. UnknownSeptember 9, 2020 at 7:25 AM

    Someone said - "jake comment karo".... So umm
    JAKE💀

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  4. YuktiSeptember 9, 2020 at 7:38 AM

    Sab upar wale par chod do

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  5. ShrutiSeptember 9, 2020 at 7:49 AM

    Nice one

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  6. UnknownSeptember 9, 2020 at 7:56 AM

    👍👌


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  7. Manpreet SinghSeptember 9, 2020 at 10:15 AM

    Terrific

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  8. Manpreet SinghSeptember 9, 2020 at 10:16 AM

    Terrific

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  9. Shalu AnandSeptember 9, 2020 at 11:40 AM

    Loved it !!

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  10. Gautam MahajanSeptember 9, 2020 at 9:59 PM

    NastY dReaMz😲

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  11. RadhikaSeptember 10, 2020 at 12:34 AM

    Hope it was a dream only, anyway it was very interesting

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  12. Samarth SarinSeptember 11, 2020 at 12:56 AM

    Thank you ❤️

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  13. Samarth SarinSeptember 11, 2020 at 12:57 AM

    Thank you, maybe it wasn't 🤭

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  14. AnonymousSeptember 12, 2020 at 1:44 AM

    How lovely!!
    Those emotions penned down in such beautiful phrases make for a very touching blog...
    Keep the good work up,samarth!
    And of course...ur guru and support(me)...is forever with u😁💚💛

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