Through And Throughout

Sitting on bare sand, Lifted my eyes to the sky. Saw pearls shining through the eyes, Were those tears or just a thought of you? Or was that just a reflection of you?  Wearing that red sweater, Keys on piano, Singing it better. Under the sea, I played, Like a floor was broken,  Walked off with grace.  When arms were colder,  I thought we were angles,  As we walked by. Brought new light to sore eyes, The nights which cried, The days mesmerized.  It was just a red sweater, If I could wear it once more,  A beautiful melody,  Like a night so long.  I know it's just polyester,  But I wish I was better.  Only if I could romanticize,  that folk of untamed love. Walking by the woods. When you come past your sights in water. Scared to follow, I could see that on the sides of your eyes. Like an untold symphony, that prayed to speak. Like a fire made of ashes, that stormed to breathe. I stargazed the beauty as...

In the deep dark night,  Woke up with deadly sight, Eyes pained and tears couldn't stop.  It wasn't my misery, it was anxiety.  What was I feeling?  Couldn't even look at the ceiling.  My mind burning hell. How did I come so far?  Lost all the light found.  Black and White all around.  Overwhelmed so easily, Tied by my mind.  All sounds seem loud.  Since stepping in the crowd, Make me sensible now.  My mind burning hell  How did I come so far?  This mind becomes no longer mine, I creep down in my shrine.  Like a light overheating,  I need to turn off myself. My headspace,  And brain a warzone.  I get exhausted easily,  My words only help me.  Like a cup of tea on the stove,  I feel I am overheating.  My mind burning hell,  Maybe in a dream so far,  I have set fire to my rain.  A little piece, I needed to describe how some of my mid...

We live in a society, That doesn't let us live. A society that gives anxiety.  We won't judge you they always say,  Yet they come down hunting with a knife! We won't gossip even if you say. Yet we cannot bear your smiling face.  We won't make you feel worthless. Neither will body shame you, Nor will we defame you.  Well, you trust me, don't you?  Yet they come crushing all our dreams.  They make us feel we are wrong the whole time.  "We told you so", it was all yours to choose.  We didn't back-bitch about your views. It was you, and your skin  Now you will redeem your sin.  We told you that you could stay,  As long as it was according to our way. Well, we never let you down did we?  We have never confronted back, did we?  Even if we did, soon you will be called "brats" And then we will bring you the long-lasting regret.  "We told you so", we knew what was fair, That moment you came doing thing...